30.4.06
managed to find some time to type and just add in a blog entry. after being green for quite a while, and looking back at it, things have really been passing by very fast. just finished field camp, and it really taught me a lot of things, both for military and non military use.
it most certainly built up my confidence, and my threshold of pain and to endure, mind over body. like what my sir said "its not all about physical training and chong sua, but rather its also to build up your character too" and i think its true. training also helped me appreciate what i have now, my family, friends, my home, bed, church, everything!!
however, its rather hard to find Him there, and to spend time with God each day. it has been a challenge for me, and a one which i think is still a challenge to me. sometimes u'll just feel spiritually dry, that He seems far from you.
but i guess this is where whatever u've learnt, whatever verses u've memorised, comes into play. where u recall them, and meditate on them thru out the day, whatever u're doing, whether it being cleaning ur bunk or going push-ups. it helps, and it did for me.
thanks to those for encouraging me. it means a lot.
everything soounds very sad and serious, but i'm fine, still happy man!! haha..
5 more weeks!!!
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