7.8.07
the word
'goodbye' had never seemed this painful before, really. i guess cos its goodbye to something that i really treasured. i kind of thought contrary, and i thought that it would last.
and i guess i'm more prepared for it this time, compared to the last time when i didn't realise anything.
somehow days now would feel different. no more late nights, no more looking for a handphone charger at the end of the day cos your phone's gonna die any moment. more idling on the net not chatting or surfing. the day seems less busy without everything, and i don't mean it in a bad way.
i guess pain now is better when pain comes a whole lot heavier next time. during my course there was this phrase 'pain is weakness leaving the body'. for this, i'd think otherwise. its not weakness leaving the body. its losing a friend u cared about.
and trust me, it'll stay with me forever. i'll never forget anything.
goodbye? i don't think its a goodbye. i think its more of a 'hello'. a new beginning.
i'll leave you with hebrews 12:1-3.
take care and Godspeed.
;bassing at.
11:26 PM
